If you’ve seen the movie American
Sniper, or if you’ve read any books on the rigorous training that Navy
Seals endure, then you know that becoming one of the world’s most elite soldiers
is no walk in the park.
Navy Seal recruits are not only subject to torturous
physical training, sleep deprivation, and exhaustion, but psychological strain
that leaves them frustrated, angry, and confused. At the height of their training they routinely ask what this
preparation has to do with winning battles and how near-hypothermia and peer
humiliation will make them better soldiers. This is why most recruits quit.
The U.S. armed forces purposely put their most valuable and
talented recruits in scary, uncomfortable places that leave them lonely and
confused. This produces the best soldiers.
God does the same thing.
The call to discipleship is not primarily about happiness,
comfort, or self-actualization. It’s about understanding that God has called
the Church to do something at least as important as guarding borders and
attacking enemies. Discipleship is
about continued self-sacrifice and denial aimed at improving the lot of the
poor, hungry, and suffering. It is about witnessing to hope in a hopeless
world. It is about cultivating peace in the midst of chaos.
So are you like me – questioning why God allowed something
to happen that has been painful, confusing, and frustrating? Maybe it’s a
business deal that went south, a relationship that never materialized, a health
problem that seemed so senseless, the untimely death of a loved one?
Take heart. Your suffering does not go unnoticed. In some
way, Jesus is with us. He knows our pain and frustration. And just because he
doesn’t take it away doesn’t mean he doesn’t love us. It means that he’s using
it in ways we will never understand to do things we can’t conceive. Take heart
and be of good hope, my friends, today’s present sufferings are the stuff of
redemption.
Ears to Hear
My five-year-old has a hearing problem.
Actually, he has a listening problem. There he sits, on the
counter, so totally absorbed with eating, playing, watching a video, or talking
to himself that I have to ask him two or three times if he wants more milk, to read
a book, or to help clean up. He’s not deaf. But he’s deaf.
This Sunday you and I will hear a story about Jesus healing
a deaf man. While it’s a literal healing of a medically diagnosable condition,
it is also a metaphorical statement regarding our own human state: there are a
whole lot of things that plug up our ears and keep us from hearing.
In my son’s case it’s the obsession of exploring a brand new
world (remember, he’s five). But for you and me what makes us deaf usually
revolves around the three A’s: achievement, acquisition, and appearance. Read
that again.
While we were created to achieve, acquire, and look good,
our society’s obsession with them routinely spills over and can become our fixation
as well. Thoughts and strategies around achievement, acquisition, and
appearance routinely clog up our ears and keep us from hearing the things of
God.
Jesus’ healing, then, has to do with unplugging our ears –
helping us put into perspective who we are and what we’re called to do.
Jesus does this by calling us to himself – often through
prayer, quiet times of meditation, and pondering on the words of scripture. It’s
reminding myself of who I am, who God is and what really matters. This unplugs
my ears what works for you?
If God Isn't Enough, What Is?
Living in the richest country that’s ever existed, along
with its relative safety, abundance in food, clothing, and shelter, not to
mention opportunity, it may be hard to imagine that a whole lot of Americans suffer
from an anxious soul condition of wanting just a little bit more. We set goals
and ambitions that produce nervous hearts and we crave what we don’t have and
are thus less than happy with what we do have.
Pharmacies are filled with elixirs to calm us down and
psychiatrists are booked with appointments to help us cope. And the irony is
that deep down we know the answer is not getting more of what we don’t have,
but finding contentment in what we do have.
On Sunday we will hear the familiar story of Jesus sending
out 12 disciples to continue Jesus’ work. He will tell them to pack lightly. He
will strip them down to the essentials - then give them even less. What he will
give them is what they need. He will give them all of him. For they will travel
with the Spirit who is watching their every step, providing food, shelter, and
every necessity that appears.
It is in this radical asceticism that we discover anew that
we already possess all we need to make ourselves happy. For happiness does not
come from acquisition, but awareness. It is an awareness of God’s deep love and
provision for us. It is an understanding that nothing happens to us outside of
God’s providence. It is a deep knowledge that we are loved and worth loving. It
is gratitude.
When God is not enough to satisfy our desires, it’s a good
time for us to ask questions about our desires; what is it about that new home,
car, outfit or even the longing for our loved ones to meet our approval, that
must be acquired in order to complete us? Are we going too far in seeking
cultural, familial, and self-approval for the goals we set and the people we
aspire to be?
The most important gift many of us can give ourselves is
gratitude. What might we do to make this the telos of our life’s trajectory?
Can we imagine that the attainment of a grateful heart might hold the key to
the contentment we seek? What steps can we take today to make gratefulness a
deeper part of our lives?