John the Idolater
I was looking through some old photographs recently and came
upon a picture of the kitchen of my childhood. In my mind I knew right where
the chairs were, the dishwasher was located, the cabinets, and the countertops.
And the color of the walls: blue. Except, they were green. I stared and stared
at the picture until it hit me that the photograph wasn’t discolored. My memory
was. My conception of my childhood kitchen was not my childhood kitchen. I had
equated my conception with the reality, and was once again reminded that the
two are not always the same.
This same thing happens with God.
In fact, on Sunday, as we meet John the Baptist in our
gospel reading, we see that he makes the same mistake – and goes from John the
Baptist to John the Idolater.
Here’s what I mean. John had a certain idea of who God was
and how God acted. In Sunday’s reading John gets so confused over this that he
sends his disciples to ask if Jesus is, indeed, the messiah. Now remember that John was Jesus’
cousin and had baptized him. But John’s conception of who God was seems to have
overshadowed that. And now John is thoroughly confused about the whole thing.
You and I get the same way. And because God doesn't fit our idea of who God should be we can find ourselves not only misunderstanding God but
getting angry at God, and even pulling back from God, which is
counterproductive because God is the very source that is most likely to help
us.
This is why openness and humility are so important for us to
cultivate. Our default settings need to be calibrated to accept newness and
novelty with more of a ‘wow, tell me more’ approach and less of a ‘this can’t
be so’ attitude.
How is God asking us to be open today? What are we being urged to try, explore,
and imagine? In what ways do our conceptions of God keep us from drawing nearer
to God?
Reading
The Social Media Gospel – Meredith Goulc
The Distant Mirror – Barbara Tuchman
Matthew for Everyone – NT Wright